EXPECTATIÓNS

WHAT DO THEY EXPECT FROM ME? WHÀT DO I EXPECT FROM ME?
WHAT DOES HE EXPECT FROM ME?
A̶̲̥̅̊m̶̲̥̅̊ caught in between lines
Every single thing in so many
ways informing me that
time is and was never on my side
should i blush with embarrasment?
Or should i cheer with amusement?
i`ve been caught in between lines
and i guess it has become my way of life
but i cannot remember what i did those times
it lasted for ages
but disappeared with the blink of an eye
I still have the memory but not the lessons
memory... without the ability to learn from them... What is the essence?
Success has always been my expectation
but its now a nice prediction.


Another year new resolutions
but i dont know what to add to my actions
oh work
But work
was the action
but why did`nt you include it?
I guess i needed more and less of it
cause everyone expect success from me
which brings me answer to WHAT THEY EXPECT FROM ME!

Work!
Work!!
Work!!!
Was all they could see
I dont know if i saw
what they saw
But i did what they saw
And i expected
what they expected
But the results was`nt what we all expected
They were surprised
but i was shocked
And the current is still flowing
A bulb is connected and its glowing

To the ground i fell
Due to the intensity of the glow
Like Saul of Tarsus
Then i heard jesus
Oh! Yeah i`ve heard him before
Like a knock on the door
He was saying the same words
"Ask and believe to recieve"
Were the words
These words were my routine
They`ve kept me wide awake like A̶̲̥̅̊m̶̲̥̅̊ a caffeine
guess A̶̲̥̅̊m̶̲̥̅̊ getting in on my way
Or maybe
He cant hear me
From far away
Anyway
Thought he said if i called he would pick up the phone
Guess the network is breaking
Or i dailed the wrong number?
No!
Far from it
The Numbers
Are correct
Then why would`nt it connect or A̶̲̥̅̊m̶̲̥̅̊ i calling with a hidden number?
Please pick up
I really need to talk
been whisperÍng now A̶̲̥̅̊m̶̲̥̅̊ writing a speech
Please i need to talk
Oh! I talked so many times
I guess it was into a dead phone
No!
The number was active
Oh! I guess you did`nt want to talk to me
But why give me your numbers in the first place?
Or maybe you want to see how sadness creeps in on my face?
Oh! It never creeps
It runs at a great pace
Love is embedded in you
Why A̶̲̥̅̊m̶̲̥̅̊ I seeing cruelty?
Oh the slanderer
He has been the one cutting all my calls
But now i really need to talk
Pleas pick up
Oh yes i feel refreshed
I can hear your voice now
They are sweet
THANK YOU FATHER!!!!



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